fortea replied to your post: fortea replied to your photo: I’m an awful person….
I’m like in fucking tears over here
though I really don’t have a right to be.
I essentially told someone to stop being themselves because I guess I thought, at the time, I was trying to protect them?
But that was really heartless of me.
Why am I such a fuck up?
I’d rather not
I’m an awful person.
At first I thought I was trying to help, but I realized I just did what I usually do and was obnoxiously rude and blunt.
I have no tact or manners. Or a heart.
I tried to apologize and told her I didn’t mean it that way.
She’s still mad at me and I don’t know what to do.
How come people hate me so much that it’s impossible for me to be forgiven?
I mean…that’s pretty selfish of me since I was a viciously rude asshole and I deserve to rot in hell.
But I’m freaking out over here. I have apologized so many times. Tried to tell her my intentions were good, I just went about it wrong…
Because I always seem to help the wrong way?
I’m sorry I tried to help.
I’m sorry I’m bad at helping.
I’m sorry I’m a mentally stunted fuck-up.
I’m sorry I exist.