But the more I open up, the more I hate myself and the person I’ve become.
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This is a part-time blog for a depressed woman. For me to rant and whine and vent and express my anxiety attacks without blemishing my main blog any further.
It is so I can get things off my chest without pushing away my friends and making them like strangers to me.
There may be a lot of trigger-y stuff since I do have suicidal thoughts.
I am seeing a therapist about these things, though, and I am seeing help.
I just like getting these things out in the open when my therapist can't help.